a wo is me moment...

so due to extenuating circumstances i think that my milk supply is diminishing...this is totally not cool at riley is only 7 months old...so now i start to push the fluids, push the food, and pump when i don't "need" to to help the positive feedback mechanism to get my milk to build back up...i really hope i can get the supply back up...i'm not ready to stop nursing yet...#1 nursing is so dang easy...no bottle to prepare, muchless clean up later and #2 it's FREE and #3 it really is better for her than formula...if i can't i'm really going to be bummed!