for who knows how long...and we're so freaking deep in the hole that we couldn't even go out on a date for his last night here...that just blows!
i really don't think aj's going to handle it very well since even when he's been really busy in the past working he was still home at least one day a week...now she won't see him for at least 3 if not 4 wks straight. most of the time she "accepts" that he's working, but that doesn't stop her from asking frequently where he is...of course she'll be able to talk to him on the phone but as we all know it's just not the same as him really being there
i'm getting all wound up over things not being sold yet...i still have at least 3 if not 4 wks to get it all done...and yet i'm in a tizzy about it now...especially the sublet of the apt...the rest of the stuff we could take w/ us and sell in utah if need be...but the sublet we can't do that w/ obviously
oh, and we're probably going to sell the subaru instead of the saturn...possibly even both simply for the money...if he could just get paid for that job back in july we'd not really come out ahead like we would if we sold the saturn, but we'd at least break even i think...it should be enough btwn that and what we'd get for the subaru to get back out of the hole and pay for the moving truck...and maybe a few tanks of gas...but not really anything else...especially since probably all of his last paycheck from psa will probably be eaten by the stupid school loans
i know i shouldn't complain about the school loans like i do, but seriously they are the bane of my existence right now...if it were not for them we could actually put food on the table and not worry about where we were getting the money to buy said food from...we've been so blessed, and i know that after this move we'll have less financial resposnsiblities living w/ the il's for a bit of time, but it's still hard to chew for me sometimes that i can't even feed my family because of the school loans...they're really a blessing and a curse
i really don't think aj's going to handle it very well since even when he's been really busy in the past working he was still home at least one day a week...now she won't see him for at least 3 if not 4 wks straight. most of the time she "accepts" that he's working, but that doesn't stop her from asking frequently where he is...of course she'll be able to talk to him on the phone but as we all know it's just not the same as him really being there
i'm getting all wound up over things not being sold yet...i still have at least 3 if not 4 wks to get it all done...and yet i'm in a tizzy about it now...especially the sublet of the apt...the rest of the stuff we could take w/ us and sell in utah if need be...but the sublet we can't do that w/ obviously
oh, and we're probably going to sell the subaru instead of the saturn...possibly even both simply for the money...if he could just get paid for that job back in july we'd not really come out ahead like we would if we sold the saturn, but we'd at least break even i think...it should be enough btwn that and what we'd get for the subaru to get back out of the hole and pay for the moving truck...and maybe a few tanks of gas...but not really anything else...especially since probably all of his last paycheck from psa will probably be eaten by the stupid school loans
i know i shouldn't complain about the school loans like i do, but seriously they are the bane of my existence right now...if it were not for them we could actually put food on the table and not worry about where we were getting the money to buy said food from...we've been so blessed, and i know that after this move we'll have less financial resposnsiblities living w/ the il's for a bit of time, but it's still hard to chew for me sometimes that i can't even feed my family because of the school loans...they're really a blessing and a curse
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I hope that it all works out quickly and smoothly. It really does sound like it's coming along. Hang in there!
It's always darkest before the dawn, don't forget!! You're doing the right thing, and it is coming together however slowly HF wants it to! :) ((((HUGS))))) keep your chin up girlie!
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